Sitting beside the hospital bed of my husband, whilst recovering from a serious operation, gave me time to think....... too much!! Every what if, but, why and wherefore came into my mind and I allowed them to torture me. So I decided to use the hours sitting at his bedside to do something productive, to have something to show for all that time spent in the hospital whilst he was sleeping or not communicating. We were expecting our first grandchild in the Autumn, so I spent those summer…