If you could only see that still loving her is keeping your heart from me.. And I would love you always. Regardless of your faults, of your insecurities, of your fragile and broken heart.. I will mend it all if you allow me to.. Because you are everything I've always wished to have and everything I want to be.
Aside from the bad language - the quote is true. When abused by an NPD parent - they make you feel as though you aren't worth anything good or nice - so when someone is nice to you, or giving, you can't help but wonder how much of your soul they want.