See, this is why I COULDNT be your "friend" again when you asked...I worked hard to get rid of those feelings, to grow stronger & to find out who I am...& I knew that if I have in, all if those feelings would come rushing back & it wouldn't have been good...NOTHING good would have come out of it...at least not for me...& as much as I cared about you, I never cared about me in the process & that's what I'm doing now. Doing what's best for me.
He didn't look at me much different but he sure acted like he liked me. He was always so sweet. I should have seen the signs. Instead I listened to all my friends who were sure he likes me. I got my hopes up and Im left with nothing but heartache at the thought of you.