Because I Loved Him: Sometimes I pray that I could take back the entire summer. I wish I could make this pain in my chest go away, but then I think of all the fun we had and how happy we were and I realize that I loved every single second that I spent with you.
Everyday I fight back the urge to text or call you, telling myself that if you wanted to talk to me, you would, text you applies cause you've never talked to me. Knowing you never wanted to talk to me or see me hurts more than I can express, I feel so stupid! A old damn fool that dared to dream